One of those mornings when my mind was running laps and I wasn't even awake yet! Guess that accounts for why my eyes are leaking slightly. I just don't understand why folks make things so hard on other folks. I just need this done so that I can move on and get back to living. That's the whole point.

I am waiting for an epiphany which will show me how to make all the numbers work. I know it's out there and God knows, if I don't find it, it won't be found. I just feel a lot of pressure and I just want to be out from under the, figurative, thumb.