Learning to grow each day
Standing alone
Finding my place to be

Since you had to let go
Just me left here
Least it's a place to be


At this point in my life
I should have it all figured out
But I don't, simply not
These memories of us
Push past your last words
As if never said, as if I had you here
To feel you once again


Mostly it's fine until
A flash of you
Shines light on the empty

The dark empty needs you
Feel that soft face
In my hands, hold you close

At this point in my life
I should have it all figured out
But I don't, simply not
These memories of us
Push past your last words
As if never said, as if I had you here
To feel you once again

Clear visioned memory
You look at me
Passioned light in your eyes

Holding you near to me
Warm and tender
Baby, sweet man, sweet hands

At this point in my life
I should have it all figured out
But I don't, simply not
These memories of us
Push past your last words
As if never said, as if I had you here
To feel you once again

Crazy these dreams I dream
Time to come down
Face it, standing alone

Learning to grow each day
Missing you so
Finding my place to be

June 2009