Maybe if you hate me
This will be easier to take
Maybe if you hate me
This will be easier to fake
Let the anger shade the hurt
Can't show this heart break
Can't show that vague feeling
So lost, babe, so weak

I try to stay away
But I'm drawn to you
And it's not so slight
Need to say what I feel
But I block that write

Maybe if you hate me
This will be easier to take
Maybe if you hate me
This will be easier to fake
Let the anger shade the hurt
Can't show this heart break
Can't show that vague feeling
So lost, babe, so weak

Poker face I don't show
Want to be so clear
When you let me go
Won't look in that mirror
Lost you, heavy toll

Maybe if you hate me
This will be easier to take
Maybe if you hate me
This will be easier to fake
Let the anger shade the hurt
Can't show this heart break
Can't show that vague feeling
So lost, babe, so weak

Walked in with eyes open
I'd do so again
This sounds convoluted
Maybe I should write this
Next week when you're gone

Maybe if you hate me
This will be easier to take
Maybe if you hate me
This will be easier to fake
Let the anger shade the hurt
Can't show this heart break
Can't show that vague feeling
So lost, babe, so weak

Like bricks weighing a ton
My heart is heavy, boy
I am left undone
I could never be enough
You were my sweet sun


August 2009