Do you ever have one of those moments when you look across the room....and you see something you can't believe....in a way you are facing your worse fear....it's dreamlike....

There is a part of you that needs to go and clarify.....to take that moment in time and make sure you are not seeing what you think you are seeing...or hoping you are not seeing what you think you are seeing. But you can't do that either, because it would cause attention....

I think tonight, although, I am not sure....that I may have seen my worst fear....and as much as I tell myself I am crazy...I am so sad if what I saw was what I think it was. I am so lost right now. And it's unexplainable....and hopefully, it was just dream like and nothing of substance.

Maybe just my imagination running away. Too much rum....to dull it all...Time for bed.

Like Scarlett....tomorrow is another day.