Hey, mister, I'll say it, have to
Though you hate the word, I know
Sorry, I said I would let it go
I've laid quiet like winter snow

But sometimes deep in the night
I drift when I see surreal starlight
And I've lost the rest of that day's fight
Though I resist with all my might

This mind starts to race
Like bees in a swarm
That cold winter warm
Takes me back and I recall
Visions of you so sweet so tall
Hands and eyes,
Spirit and surprise
In that secret smile we share
Don't ever dare to think I don't care.

So don't mean, to break that said vow
Not to speak of nights before
So if my words force you to lock the door
I will blame myself more

But something in me changed with you
I don't know why and don't need to
When morning comes and the sky is blue
Will wonder what I could have done with you

This mind starts to race
Like bees in a swarm
That cold winter warm
Takes me back and I recall
Visions of you so sweet so tall
Hands and eyes
Spirit and surprise
In that secret smile we share
Don't ever dare to think I don't care.

Please forgive this silly song
Only trying to say I was wrong
But this ache for you grows strong
Just when I'm weak and the night is long

One of these times I'll see the night sky
And I'll understand the reasons why
This heart longs, this soul will cry
And I hold you tight in this minds' eye

Copyright March 2008