I've been wondering
I've been pondering
In this mind, soul has grown older
Perhaps a heart a little colder
Cynically, over analyze

And I've called many things
And I've been all kinds of places
And since when I first saw him
He's never left my mind
Rationalize it's crime

And I never let it out
And I'll never let it out
But I know now how I know
It was what I thought it was
It was something in my heart
Something deep down that he found
And I had never let it out
And I'll never let it out

But he's not here with me
Though how I wish he'd be
From the moment I first saw him
Until the moment I can't see
He will still be in this heart in me

And I never let it out
and I'll never let it out
But I know now how I know
It was what I thought it was
It was something in my heart
Something deep he found inside
And I've never let it out
And I'll never let it out

But I live now every moment
Wishing I had had the chance
Cause I never let it out
And I'll never let it out.

Copyright September 2008